Those pesky feelings

I have nose dived today again this afternoon.  The feeling of I don't want to be with people, feck off all of you, let me dwell in my misery.   My head was telling me don't ring anyone, don't tell them how you're feeling...so I rang the Macmillan team for some emotional support.   It's easier to talk to them as they're not emotionally involved.   I had a good cry, was very honest about how I am and have been feeling and the outcome .... ?  well, I do feel better than I did before I rang.  

I may have already said this, but from May to getting to a point after the operation when I felt semi normal again, I just did what I had to do.   And now, I am feeling it.   I'm not unique and although to me my emotions can feel hugely dramatic .... usually when I talk them through they're not.   

So, its time to get me and Titty some fish from the oven .................

Love Titty and Tracey