After Janice had dropped Beastie off at the garage in Uttoxeter, I dropped Janice home, and had a quick brew at Sam's house. I was keen to get off to Brum though as it was longer drive as I was going from Rocester.
I got to Mom's and let myself in. Les (my step dad), was sat in his usual chair. His chair!! I can laugh at this now, but for many years growing up I thought "why does he a set chair"!!! He stood up, gave me a hug and said "sorry to hear your news. You'll be ok" I filled up at this event as Les is not a man who shows his emotions other than being pissed off or angry. His action and words meant so much to me.
I went to see mom who was sitting at the table in the back room, and I went to hug and we both just cried. I'm filling up now as I remember this. We cried and squeezed each other's hands.
For the rest of that evening and the rest of the weekend that I stayed, I would spontaneously just start crying. I was eating and I'd just stop and cry. I didn't now what to do with myself.
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