I have no idea what I did this week other than spend a few hours on a hot sunny day down at the river in Ellastone.
Ellastone is a small village outside of Rocester. It was calm, peaceful and relaxing. We had taken a picnic but mine wasn't suitable for vegans so I didn't get to share it ! Dawn though, the vegan, had made tomato soup which was quite delicious. Strange thing to have on a hot day, but it was gorgeous.
I went into the water with a boogie board that had been abandoned by the river as it had cracked. But it gave me something to keep me afloat. I'm a paddler, not a swimmer so being in the water gave us a break from the hot sun.
It was a strange feeling that day. My head wasn't full of useless stuff, worrying about stuff. It was like I didn't have a care in the world. But what else could I do? There was no use in being hysterical or dramatic.
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| What does a woman with cancer look like? |
I just enjoyed the few hours we had by the river. I almost felt a freedom from all the usual shite going on in my head because nothing else mattered other than getting well. I suspect there was also an element of denial as well.
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| half of Dawn, half of me, a glimpse of titty and the tomato soup |
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